Let me Sleep

I want to feel no pain cause the cuts are so deep
All I needed right now is to fall asleep
I promised myself before I will never weep
But it seemed my words I just cant keep

I want to have a beautiful dream that will never end
In this dream I just don’t want to pretend
A simple life with my family I want to extend
To find the happiness in my heart is all I intend

But can someone tell me how could this be
When my dad’s interment was done last April thirty
I seemed to lost all the luck in me
The story of my life turns to be so funny

The Altar

Im so sorry for hurtin you
Now I just dont know what to do
I want you to know I broke my heart too
Guess I have not given you any clue

Its been two years and now you’re back
I dont know for any reason that I was so shocked
The time we lost now I cant roll back
Guess I will still be walking on the same old track

All the wounds of the past time will heal
We can be together to show each other how we feel
I know someday we can make this real
In front of the sacred ALTAR we will kneel

Smile

Now I can see a smile on your face,
After 2 weeks, an inch of pain I cannot trace
Is this the time for you to say your grace
Give your best shot, hold tighter to that card of ACE

Now I can feel you’re stronger than yesterday
You can let People leave if they want you dont make them stay
For all the pain you’ve gone through you want time to pay
Just wait and see there will always be a way

Pain is now an Art

When good friends are hard to find
I really dont know what to have in mind
Seemed time has been so unkind
Now look! Im almost left behind

I reached my hand out but nobody cared
While tears fall they just stared
In this pain I wasn’t really prepared
Trust is now gone and Im getting scared

Now someone must tell me where to start
Guess I have done enough of my part
I now loss some pieces of my heart
Pain for me is now an Art

DAD / AMA

Now dad can you please tell me what to do?
Tell me what pain have you have gone through
Stand up cause theres a lot of things that I want to know
I want to hear again that you loves us so…

I dont know if I can take this pain for too long
Now my heart wants to sing you a lonely song
From that day on everything just went wrong
Look I dont have any choice but to stay strong

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Pagkatapos ng isang mahabang taon muli sanang magkakasama
Muli ko sanang maririnig ang malutong mong tawa
Ilang oras lang naman ang pagitan hindi ba aking ama
Nang aming pagdating at ng sanay muli nating pagkikita

Ang tanong ko lang bakit biglaan naman
Bakit nga ba bigla ka nalang nang iwan
Wala man lang nangyaring paalaman
Isang kabaong nalang ang aming nadatnan

Paper Boat

Now I started to smile again
I learned to forget all the pain
I seemed to have lived in the fast lane
And it scares me cause its faster than a train

I cant even stop here to look back
I cant see the light ahead cause its pure black
Someone please stop the ticking of the clock
Cause its killin me softly, Im now havin a heart attack

Yes its a good thing that I cant cry at all
But why does I always feel like a lonely fool?
At first I thought that moving on was really cool
But no its like a paper boat floating on a pool

STR Clan

Limang mahahabang taon na ang nagdaan
Nandito parin tayo sa itinayong samahan
Magkakasama parin sa grupong STR clan
Ang pangakoy nakaukit parin..kaya pre walang iwanan

Ang mga tawanan at iyakang sa peoples sinimulan
Nauwi lahat sa likod ng san agustin, marby na ang tagpuan
Hanggang sa nawala na ang iba at bigla nalang nang iwan
Mas pinili ang mamuhay sa labas ng bansa o di naman kayay sa kamaynilaan

Habang tayo heto tingnan mo at buong buo
Minsan man magkita tiyak na magtatagpo
Hindi kayang ipagpalit ang isat isa kahit kanino
Dahil tayo lamang yung matatag at yan ang totoo

Naalala ko lang na yung iba dito natutong magmahal
Nakaya nilang tumayo at lumaban kahit pa puso ay pagal
Ininda ang sakit dahil sa alam nilang di ito magtatagal
At ngayon? nabubuhay sila na punong puno ng Aral

Yung iba naman nagkaasawa na at nagka anak
Pero hinding hindi mawawala ang trip na palpak
Akala mo kung maka boka anghel na may pakpak
Pag liningon mo ang kailangan lang pala ay konting sapak

Meron namang iba na mas nakontento sa buhay na mg isa
Basta ba nasa paligid lang daw ang barkada
Hindi na kakailanganin pang mdaming kasama
Kesa masaktan mas pipiliin ang buhay toma

At oy nasaan na ba yong laging nagpapatawa?
Yung mga taong akala ng iba ay walang problema
Yung tipong kailangan nilang humirit kahit di kaya
Kasi sila lang yung inaasahang makapagbibigay saya

Ngayon saaking pag alala sa masasayang kahapon
Ipinapangako kong lahat ng itoy hindi ko itatapon
Itatago ko ito isa isa sa aking mahiwagang kahon
At ang ating pagkakaibigan sa puso koy ibabaon

Sanay lumipas man ang mahahaba pang taon
di natin malimutan ang sinimulan natin noon
Maaring mag iba ka ng landas pero sana ikay lumingon
Dahil nandirito parin kami naghihintay sa muling pagtitipon

I Just DIED

I know that its been so wrong
But why does loving you keeps goin strong
I Have kept this within for so long
Now please! don’t you play that forgotten song

Don’t do things that will make me love you even more
Cause I know shes the one and the only one you adore
Ill walk away now and Ill close that open door
Hoping no one will see me in pain while crying on the shore

For what I feel tears me up inside
Now I don’t know where to go where to hide
I don’t want anyone to know that I lied
Each and everyday of loving you I just died

Stronger

I have been hurt for a million times
I let them hear the same old rhymes
I have written again the painful lines
Still I cant find the given signs

What I want is to make things clear
I want to make sure Ive forgotten my fear
Peace of mind and Happiness is all I want this year
So Darling please dont come so near

I need to wake up now cause the morning’s over
Starting to collect my dreams again together
Hoping for everything to be a lot better
I can make it through cause now Im stronger

Last Goodbye

Can you tell me that she’s not real
Cause right now I really don’t know what to feel
In this situation I don’t know how to deal
All I wanted at first was the thrill

Now I need to step forward, I wont look back
Ill walk alone again on the other track
Hope to forget everything about you when I check the clock
I trust, this wont give me a heart attack

Believe me even if I cant Ill give it a try
Ill keep my tears within I will never cry
Ill forget you I know by and by
But before that teach me how to say my last goodbye